Just a quick update, I made an appointment for the 14th to go to the doctor to discuss my aches and pains. More than anything I just want to hear that heart beat. If I can hear that heart beat, it'll be easier to wait for the next sonogram on the 22nd. If I had to go two more weeks just floating along I think I'd become overly emotional and not know how to release it. At least now, I know I can actually see my doctor to discuss my intense concerns right now (and if they try to make me see the practitioner, I will refuse and wait until my doctor is available. This is too important to me right now to put in someone else's hands.) Then if it's bad news, let's just get it over with and I can finally break down completely. And if it's good news, maybe I'll actually start to enjoy being pregnant again.